Peter 劉瑋珩
At the beginning, I wonder why the Master Course was not held in Hong Kong, which would be much more convenient to us. At that time, I seriously decided not to attend the Master Course. I thought that we learned reiki to help ourselves in the beginning levels, and help others in master level. I learned Reiki just to help myself, and had no intention to help others.
After the Master Course, I understand why we did not study in Hong Kong. We have to release our pressure, our burden, and anything negative. We were learning in a different place with relaxing lifestyle. It is more natural and I could receive much energy. Also, I think that helping others is the ultimate goal and the reason of learning Reiki.
When it comes to our first session, all the matters including taking, listening and the somber atmosphere gave me the feelings of studying in school. It was rather strange. Doctor’s emphasis on the differentiation between “Reiki Master“ and “Spiritual Master“ really gave me a deep impression.
On the next morning, I really felt myself slow during a little exercise. I couldn’t follow every classmate even if the exercise was proceeding step-by-step. Then we had the first master attunement. The sweltering heat and the variety of microorganisms kept me from calming down and focusing on the Attunement process. I was only able to see some yellow light and nothing else.
After breakfast, we had some attunement practice. I suddenly felt relaxed after Doctor’s demonstration. “And it’s completed. Now it’s all up to you,” Doctor said, “Of course I wouldn’t be that mean. “ Then, we began frantically practicing attunements, in much laughter.
During lunch, I truly relaxed and began enjoying the rest of the course. I saw some Masters were fighting to each other for food. It was really strange to me as I believed spiritual masters were ladies and gentlemen. Such kind of fighting was really childlike. It was so real, so pure, so undisguised that made me feel really happy. However, I witnessed how the waiters light fires. It was really dangerous and I felt sorry for them and angry forwards their boss.
After lunch, we started messing with each other in the Attunements. I recall deliberately relaxing my hands while the attuner holds them up. However, I regretted immediately. He retaliated by leaving his arms flopped every time when I tried to hold them up. The worse was the fact that he was about twice as heavy as me. My effect to counter his weight would probably have been three times or more. How stupid I was.
The next morning‘s exercise was much easier. I was able to visualize much quicker than ever. The Attunement was much better since it was held indoors. It was cooler and more comfortable. There is also less insects inside. I could focus on my breast muscles. Despite my usual and frequent exercising, I became fatigued just from holding my hands up in the “Prayer position”. So I titled myself in an attempt to shift the load form my breast muscles to shoulder muscles. However, I was not successful. I was really relieved when the Attunements ended.
That night, we had dinner in a restaurant, which had opened only for 3 days. I felt sorry for them as they had to serve our “food fighters”.
The next day, I began feeling the effect of “time flies”. Every time when I thoroughly enjoyed something, it’s nearly time to go.
After mastering the basic Usui Attunement, everything else except 12 meridians was really easy. That was really a shock. .
During the Karuna Reiki Attunement, I saw a ring of light was expanding. After a long time, it contracted.
During the Egyptian Sekhem Reiki Attunement, I saw nothing but a single, quasi-stationary string, which was similar the string in string theory. It was really big and took up the upper left quarter of my view. For some unknown reasons, I remembered that it was translucent and opaque. Then it was green, yellow, purple and colourless simultaneously. Was there anything wrong with me? I still don’t know now but I found it really interesting. Perhaps it was an effect of quantum mechanics.
In the last day, Doctor emphasized again the importance of Masters’ quality. Then we did an exercise which many people cried. I would like to cry too but my tears were stuck. I was really speechless.
Finally, I would like to share the follows:
Just for today, I have no anger;
Just for today, I have no worries;,
Just for today, I wholeheartedly give thanks;
Just for today, I work honestly for my daily needs;
Just for today, I treat everything with love.
I love you
I am sorry
Please forgive me .
Thank you !!!! |
發表於 2011-9-17 00:10
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